dhajan ~ miscellaneous prompt questions
May. 4th, 2025 03:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kossaianswer to various polls and prompts .
dhajan is intersex - for various reasons do not like discuss genital and reproductive specifics , but fertility would be at least struggle if possible at all . not feel shame or hate about body , but can be hard to trust others . still , maybe not impossible that dhajan would adopt , if find someone to settle down and trust , or if such person already have child .
would say ... never exactly pinpoint when crusade start , but probably short while after thaliendir start on journey . one panic can make way for another , yes ? especially when both concern worlds of gods . dhajan live peacefully in anvil up to that point , as devout follower of dibella no less , so this was especially hard and personal hit .
before attack on chapel of dibella , would help mother and sister to prepare meals and provide shelter . after attack and discussion with prophet , would make choice to travel pilgrim's way despite dangers of crisis - slay daedra , work with guards , and heal those who hurt along way , but never enter or close any gates . ( meta game fact : never actually start oblivion crisis in dhajan's save file , pbbbbt . )
after defeat of umaril … oh dhajan have some conflicts , yes . to become divine crusader is to become faceless , in essence - to act not on personal will , but that of gods , to accept and feel as gods do . blessing of talos was especially hard , essentially rip soul from body so to chase down umaril . this was physically and mentally traumatic , and leave with large scar . did dhajan not lead holy enough life , to be this badly hurt by experience ? is divine knighthood really what want ? still not figure out all particulars , but intend for dhajan to someday settle down as priest of dibella , and likely leave most of knighthood to others .
and hmm . maybe dhajan and thaliendir meet in pass , but would definitely come into conflict with each other .
back to dhajan masterpost
children - original post from tumblr
"honestly start to think about who would have children , and ... that is hard question ."dhajan is intersex - for various reasons do not like discuss genital and reproductive specifics , but fertility would be at least struggle if possible at all . not feel shame or hate about body , but can be hard to trust others . still , maybe not impossible that dhajan would adopt , if find someone to settle down and trust , or if such person already have child .
assortment - aleielle-of-roshar @ tumblr
"Was Dhajan already Crusader when the crisis broke out, during, or after? Either way, did he participate against the protection of the cities of cyrodiil? After the crisis does he still don the mantle, or is that more a thing of the past? Did Dhajan and Thaliendir ever meet?"would say ... never exactly pinpoint when crusade start , but probably short while after thaliendir start on journey . one panic can make way for another , yes ? especially when both concern worlds of gods . dhajan live peacefully in anvil up to that point , as devout follower of dibella no less , so this was especially hard and personal hit .
before attack on chapel of dibella , would help mother and sister to prepare meals and provide shelter . after attack and discussion with prophet , would make choice to travel pilgrim's way despite dangers of crisis - slay daedra , work with guards , and heal those who hurt along way , but never enter or close any gates . ( meta game fact : never actually start oblivion crisis in dhajan's save file , pbbbbt . )
after defeat of umaril … oh dhajan have some conflicts , yes . to become divine crusader is to become faceless , in essence - to act not on personal will , but that of gods , to accept and feel as gods do . blessing of talos was especially hard , essentially rip soul from body so to chase down umaril . this was physically and mentally traumatic , and leave with large scar . did dhajan not lead holy enough life , to be this badly hurt by experience ? is divine knighthood really what want ? still not figure out all particulars , but intend for dhajan to someday settle down as priest of dibella , and likely leave most of knighthood to others .
and hmm . maybe dhajan and thaliendir meet in pass , but would definitely come into conflict with each other .
as hypnotist - original post from tumblr
soft , sweet whispers of praise , physical touch and reassurance to make things comfortable . not much for suggestions - especially as priest of dibella , trance is something of sacred state . would feel wrong to guide any more than necessary , and especially wrong to use just for amusement .as hypnotic subject - original post from tumblr
hypnotist would have to wonder if even still awake at all . answers would be incoherent mumbles , movements too labourious to follow simple instructions , and probably soon slip into actual sleep . but like , good , because this man deserve comfortable sleep .back to dhajan masterpost