silliness

[kossai]

have small collection of journal and mini tabletop games , but very rarely play ... sometimes struggle to come up with ideas , sometimes hit feelings too hard and have to back out . but more than anything , kind of just like to read and imagine how fun this rule set would be . think this is fair enough to consider form of play as well ! just feel sort of silly to actually look at objectively . here is great collection of games , can not give any recommendations or advice simply because never play as intend !

sometimes also think , like , would be so great to use this feature from this game in that game over there , add some more randomness to whatever system ... or maybe even combine how different games do similar things , see how that change . honestly , even sometimes kind of fun to use gemulator features in games that have no game master to start with .

really love video games because do not have to choose how overall world and story will play out and change - developers already choose that - but there is obviously limitation in that , too . love creativity of tabletop and journal games , but then sometimes almost feel like sheer amount of choice and control overwhelm . honestly spend more time think about tabletop and journal games than actually play :P