on species dysphoria which can not physically resolve

[kossai]

original post omit for privacy .

something kossai feel to degree also ... can not do all things that faeries should be able , which include shapeshift , and do not have all features that feel should have . some can help , change through medical or surgical means , and some can not .well , kossai experience is that of many faeries in court who stack selves up in human shape body . not really human one - things human body can not explain that faerie body can - but seem enough like one to " fit " human world .

even in best times , sometimes body just do not feel like self , or selves . think anyone can feel that , even if not often hear these stories outside little trans and kin groups and what not .
but maybe help to keep with that , sometimes .

body is not equal to minds and souls , but house to keep these things safe , vessel to allow explore and experience … to spy on humans , if wish to picture that way .
in that way , some things might never be possible , and might always yearn . but even when so , still much to love , enjoy , and feel good about in world .

in right company , " wrong body " means nothing - will accept and love as should be . :)