influences on front

of course aroace girlthing end up front when extremely gay horny .

how to describe this ... hmm . well :

eira still think about this , right ? this feeling and thought is just there in mind right now .
if allow to continue , can feel body react . but not really personally invest in scene , even despite eira have strong feelings .
can feel desire and attraction that eira do , but less so experience and more look , if that even make sense .

this is why collectively gay and male even when individuals different . eira , who is always there , can not not influence fronters .