thaliendir ~ tarot reading
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kossaithe-elder-polls / salemelas on tumblr offer up little tarot readings for elder scrolls characters , so of course would get thaliendir in on this ! really love this little analysis , so get permission to repost here on dreamwidth :)
you can never go home. you can bleed and weep and scream and you can never go home. you lost yourself to yourself. even you dont know where you went. you didnt go with you when you went. it all went wrong. maybe if you had yourself you could mourn that, but its too late for that now
and so , so very true . of course , thaliendir draw from feelings of near death experience - loss of grasp on selfhood , where one belong , whether alive or dead , and so on . what is ascent to godhood if not another kind of death - especially to god as unstable as sheogorath ?
4th era sheogorath do not lose memories of thaliendir , and not even necessarily core of personality , though instability obviously complicate expressions . but that mortal man that thaliendir was ? that man die as soon as jyggalag was gone . maybe even before then , but most certainly by that point . thaliendir was desperate to hold on , no doubt , desperate to live and love in cyrodiil for as long as possible .
one hundred years - and crises start long before that was up .
back to thaliendir / sheogorath masterpost
you can never go home. you can bleed and weep and scream and you can never go home. you lost yourself to yourself. even you dont know where you went. you didnt go with you when you went. it all went wrong. maybe if you had yourself you could mourn that, but its too late for that now
and so , so very true . of course , thaliendir draw from feelings of near death experience - loss of grasp on selfhood , where one belong , whether alive or dead , and so on . what is ascent to godhood if not another kind of death - especially to god as unstable as sheogorath ?
4th era sheogorath do not lose memories of thaliendir , and not even necessarily core of personality , though instability obviously complicate expressions . but that mortal man that thaliendir was ? that man die as soon as jyggalag was gone . maybe even before then , but most certainly by that point . thaliendir was desperate to hold on , no doubt , desperate to live and love in cyrodiil for as long as possible .
one hundred years - and crises start long before that was up .
back to thaliendir / sheogorath masterpost
