vague tumblr thing more than anything .
do wish that more people would understand " please explain in detail how body is not gruesomely dead " is not appropriate conversation starter , no matter if talk to physical nonhuman who say things that struggle to understand or connect with personal sense of reality . genuinely , even if hope for some kind of answer to feel more grounded , this is still not appropriate to ask and have high likelihood of trigger conversational partner as well in some way .