crochet update
Nov. 13th, 2024 11:09 pmso in short , kossai try for 1.5 hours to crochet , but everything just turn out so , so wrong . spend another 1.5 hours on mope , because sometimes , what need is to cry .
then switch out , and , well ...

undo everything from before , and work this up in 20 minutes . not that that was easy 20 minutes - and no , not have right size needle to properly weave ends right now , so just have small security knots . but that 20 minutes would not be possible without 3 hours before - both try , and cry .
really do love to try out new crafts , new things in general . was very upset that this seem to go so wrong - not that kossai expect to be perfect first shot , but did at least want to make something more than mistakes . this is obviously not special thing in grand scheme - but is to kossai , and think good to celebrate that .
would like to make bigger swatch too , just , hurt too much for right now , and really happy just with this .
then switch out , and , well ...

undo everything from before , and work this up in 20 minutes . not that that was easy 20 minutes - and no , not have right size needle to properly weave ends right now , so just have small security knots . but that 20 minutes would not be possible without 3 hours before - both try , and cry .
really do love to try out new crafts , new things in general . was very upset that this seem to go so wrong - not that kossai expect to be perfect first shot , but did at least want to make something more than mistakes . this is obviously not special thing in grand scheme - but is to kossai , and think good to celebrate that .
would like to make bigger swatch too , just , hurt too much for right now , and really happy just with this .