light languages ...

on search for specific ASMR video which might or might not even still exist , kossai come across faerie light language stuff once again . uuuuuugh . head in hands . another very new agey thing which just ...

yes , there is definitely truth to idea that nonhuman languages do not always sound sensical to human ears , that nonhuman languages can mix modes of communication between voice , hands , and other body parts , and that even simple words can touch someone so deeply and mean so much . nonhuman languages can be audible , visible through lights and patterns , visible through gesture and sign , telepathic , any possible mode and even some more on top of that .

but there is also , like ... for one thing , glorification of faeries as pure love and light , which . hahahaha . and in general with light languages , often insist that this is not something which can analyse to understand , just have to ... listen with heart . and yes , important to know how to be in touch with feelings , with intuition , and such . but also need to be able to analyse , step back , actually think about what is right or wrong , helpful or hurtful .

if someone can understand and accept that , then sure , maybe light language could be helpful way to frame inner thoughts and messages . but ... that is really not what kossai see from these people . with some of these people , theoretically anything could be message or sign - even random thoughts , mindless scribbles , whatever . and probably fairly well understand why that is problem , but in case not :

• encouragement of literally everything as magical , or with some kind of grand magical interpretation , is harmful in long run . often , events and accidents just happen , and there is no punishment or harsh lesson in this - but this encourage to find one , even to measure morality . very easy to strip away sympathy and compassion if bad things happen because bad people deserve .
• random thoughts , and especially intrusive ones , do not actually make for true insight or omen . kossai do have experience with psychic sense , but even then there is so much that " means " nothing at all . thoughts will almost always just be thoughts .
• and overall these kind of thoughts often lead people down into isolation : that everyone who disagree or do not share in experience is evil , corrupt , or just not part of " divine plan " , and must discard . as probably expect , this drive people into cults and radicalisation - if not mental health crises first .

so like , sure , listen with heart for some things . but also listen with head , even moreso .

shower aide silliness ...

get to make favourite new year joke - that kossai not have shower since last year . :P
very true , simple fact ! this get good giggle from aide . mission success .

faeriehood of kossai

kossai is faerie in all ways .
in mind , in spirit , and in body . faerie is unshakeable from core , and can explain pretty much everything for kossai . even explain plurality in faerie terms - court , rather than system .
physicality especially is subject people often , very often , have immediate misconceptions about .

faeriehood tie down into religion and spirituality .
as for how kossai see and experience things , many different realms exist - these places each full of different peoples and creatures . each one is physical within self , but often intangible and invisible to each another , unless measures taken to cross veil , bilocate , or otherwise .
in highlight for kossai would be kora innuna , where modern humanity is , and kora fisenna , one place in which certain kinds of faeries can be . more in depth explanation in introductory post on realms .
kossai have physical presence in both of these - two sides of this same coin , so to say .

no , sadly , kossai sona is not literal appearance among humans .
would be pretty happy if so !
as explain in introductory post above , people of kora innuna generally do not see beings of other realms . as such , what people out here see is this body within kora innuna . and , well , this body look just about as human as any others .

still , reject idea that even this body among humans is actually human .
many things just go kind of wonky with this guy , even without medically trace-able reasons . kossai see fit to describe body as faerie materials on human blueprints - so not all disabilities equal .
other factors in this would be access to faerie senses and faerie magics , as well as naturally follow certain faerie cycles . humans just do not have those things , only faeries do .

as well , reject framework of delusion or disorder for selves .
faeriehood might be oddity , but not source of distress or danger . but please make no mistake , autonomy and respect is extremely important to everyone , and happen to be passionate about fair treatment .

blah , here is some more stuff which need proper lead up , to write later . :P

• bilocation ~ front and projection
• human filter
• general compilation of faerie specific posts