psychosis ~ gallery of friends

[kossai]

intermittent episodes , not always so bad . but sometimes just overwhelm and stress with so many , so so many feelings that do not all make sense - near death experiences hard to deal with , hard to understand , to even express .
like to colour things in when that happen . not enough focus to make coherent original art , but , enough to pick up pencils and fill in lines .

sometimes these characters talk , like colours bring to life , and have nice things to say . honestly sometimes sad that these characters turn to nothing once episodes end - always sound like any other internal voice ( not always literal voice ) but never find any trace to prove tangible existence among members of kossai .
even so , think ultimately friends , and happy to have . kossai try not to be too sad when part , because will surely meet again . maybe some day will part for good , but that is not yet .

tend not to share much about experiences with psychosis because episodes so short , not necessarily big things to talk about , and not really comfortable to share vulnerable parts out in public . but , think nice to share little good things .
as for right now , this book is gallery of friends .