morbid curiosity
Sep. 6th, 2025 04:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kossaiwould be impossible for kossai not to hear about certain types of fae romance book series like ACOTAR and FOTA . as niche , these seem to be pretty much exclusively straight romances meant for young cishet women , and know very likely not really within tastes - would prefer to read human-faerie romances from faerie's side , for one thing .
and yet . morbid curiosity strike , and kind of want to see if any of these things at library . not sure what expect to get out of this , though . do not read very much in general because of struggles , for one thing - but then , feel like that should be reason to try . but already know will not really care for human perspective , and already hesitate with straight romances because very well aware people do not always write strongly and just assume heterosexual magnetism will be enough to care about .
could watch reviews and stuff , but not really sure if that would make this morbid curiosity better or worse . gahhh .
and yet . morbid curiosity strike , and kind of want to see if any of these things at library . not sure what expect to get out of this , though . do not read very much in general because of struggles , for one thing - but then , feel like that should be reason to try . but already know will not really care for human perspective , and already hesitate with straight romances because very well aware people do not always write strongly and just assume heterosexual magnetism will be enough to care about .
could watch reviews and stuff , but not really sure if that would make this morbid curiosity better or worse . gahhh .
