curiosity

[kossai]

do wonder about commonality of phantom organ sensations in particular . never really feel organs in same way as external bodily parts , but still subconsciously know sensations of weight and position , where even little differences can be internally detectable and lead to weird cascade of effects . 

do sometimes get pain at actual incision sites , but never entirely sure if scar tissue , phantom pain , or mix of both . but swear also sometimes feel like actual phantom part is still there , even though was never consciously aware of how presence feel . shit is weird , that is for sure .