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right now , this post is still work in progress , but intend for this to replace introductory post links ... because that is messy now and will only get messier if kossai try to hammer around . :P
also , entirely welcome to poke questions if there is any hole that might need clearer answer , or other things that might be useful to know .

this post is split into sections - feel free to skip around , but might miss some context !
1. worldview / theory
2. faeriehood of kossai
3. plurality of kossai
4. religion and magic

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Current Mood: busy
Current Music: buttercups and daisies ~ rebecca tripp

to maybe link somewhere later . for now , just want to get down to have down . :P

core playlist .
songs that just click with euphoria and puzzle of identity , in way that is hard to describe . not all necessarily faerie songs .

special illusion - character song of fran from katekyo hitman reborn
alice in dreamland - by mazo-P ft. vocaloid kaito
the fairy ring - by jeremy garner
what angel wakes me - titania theme song from final fantasy 14

important creature symbolisms .

butterflies

important creature connections .

cats

hearthomes .

shivering isles , realm of sheogorath from elder scrolls series
many aspects across sky children of the light , especially daylight prairie and hidden forest
many aspects across rusted moss , especially mossy hills , living quarters , and elfame
home safety hotline

Current Mood: silly

crosspost from tumblr .
to be honest , no label bring more comfort than simply truth : faerie , faeries , faerie court . but in practise , this is not enough to find community .

nonhuman and physical nonhuman work well enough to describe relationship , and so those come up with some frequency . kossai is faeries , faerie court , and so nonhuman .
likewise , faeriehood is in everything : mind , spirit , and body - so physical nonhuman also help to explain .

back and forth on whether to really describe as holothere - this is religious in origin for kossai , and holothere label is not exclusive to delusion or psychology . but feel like something about holothere is not quite right for purposes ? not to say bad , just happen to be very picky with which words to use . still , can be very useful for community reach , to know people will understand without as much need for explain .

otherkin , is just not really accurate . not human , and feel otherkin means human in some way . useful for community reach as one of most known words , but would never describe selves as faerie kin to explain for someone .

alterhuman is similar . understand what this one means - alterhuman is umbrella which technically belong to , and also wide outreach - but do not find comfort as descriptor .
will join in discussions where others start off " hey alterhumans , " but unlikely to describe selves this way unless must clarify and point someone to resources .

human is wrong . but , person and people is wonderful . others try very hard to justify why kossai do not deserve rights and treatment of fellow person , so , will fight tooth and nail for this one .

words like beast and entity discomfort for this reason . while part of collective " body OS " eira is animal , usually not talk much about online , for various reasons - and even then , faerie animals come with typical faerie sapience .
this means just faerie is still perfect descriptor . creature can be some comfort in these animal shifts , but again , still just prefer faerie .

with plurality , then , kossai describe selves as faerie court . plural is good and comfortable . when this is not descriptive enough , prefer collective over system .
usually prefer plural language when possible , but some things can be awkward to adapt - especially in kossai struggle with language .
( very quick tip for this : if in any other case would say -self , then for kossai , say -selves . )

overall , just simplest words work for kossai . true in use others for outreach , or if need for explain , but faerie will always be best bet and most comfort .

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: starlight shroud ~ nawang dautar

labels always give trouble . so many out there , but not always really seem to explain what need explain .

kossai really do reject idea that this body is or ever even was human .
in childhood , even , did not accept idea that could be human . would surround in faerie stories , go out in little kid size fairy wings , would write about what feel like to fly . have many innate faerie feelings , knowledges , and experiences .
and even at young age was undeniably plural , undeniably faeries and faerie court , even if much much much smaller back then . eira hold together and give unity , give semblance of " one " that others could believe - but always know was just , not . not one , and certainly not human one .

people try to push and force that away , of course . and really did try for some time to keep up with that , for safety . so many cruelties and threats … did not need to awaken so much as need to feel safe enough to embrace and learn to open up depths again - which still have damage to undo even now .

explore through communities and labels those people use . but ... really , hard to find something that make sense .
some have ties to reincarnation , but that is not accurate here . same thing go for terms which relate to faerie soul inside explicitly human body ... and even terms which have some more leeway do not really give enough room , because people still often have at least one of those perceptions . holothere is not bad to explain physicality , but then come down to another problem ...

there is also this sort of , faerie rejection of labels in general . like sure , sometimes have to use labels to then find community , to talk about things with more clarity , but ... not really weigh that much on how feel . not feel as if word describe and make world less lonely so much as wonder if this will be useful pointer for others to understand .

in end not really would say kossai is faerie kin or faeborn or other such words . sometimes people expect to see these words , and useful when look for communities most likely to understand , but actual identity ... do not feel need to get any more specific than " faerie , yes , in every way . "
yet without specifics , people start to assume relations and assume how to address . many times people address kossai as if faerie in some other life who is stuck as human sadly reminisce , and not faerie court here and now , that always was and always will be . bah !

Current Mood: contemplative

this is good question . after all , maybe some people would listen and respect little bit better if actually have these names to understand why kossai is this way .
but ... would that really be true ? and even if so , should kossai have to exist around people who only tolerate because of these specific names , who would hate without " valid reason " ?

as kossai see , all of collective differences to " typical humans " come from faerie nature . even at core , this physical body is faerie one , in guise to resemble human one . this much is true about brain too .
problems come up in that faeries simply do work and think differently from humans . what is OK for faeries , what faeries understand , is not always what humans accept or understand . so too can this opposite be true .

of course , yes , in human world people understand and frame as disabilities . and for some aspects , kossai do accept names of disabilities - not entirely reject that have any disability . after all some of these things cause pains or troubles of various kinds , and forever will even with accomodations to help .
but at that same time , other things only hurt because other people will not give proper help , will not try to listen , will not try to understand or meet at level .

and that is where most aspects of brain fall , for kossai .
yes , have emotional problems , can struggle to learn and remember things , but those do not have to be huge mountain of problems .
if have people who can give time to just storm off and let out feelings where no one is hurt , or if people who explain in different ways , then would not be near as much problem .

these things can be relatively common in faeries - and will especially notice certain ones among faeries that live in human world , like sensory problems much easier to trigger here .
but then as such , these things do not feel like disability in context of other faeries . words like disability and specific names can help to move through human world legally , help to give accomodations , treatments , and such , but not necessarily useful way of measure identity for faeries .

and so that put in weird place . among humans , kossai is disabled in many ways . but those disabilities , those names , do not all factor into identity , and how choose to present identity .
because honestly , even when kossai did try to use and embrace those names ? people would still viscerally hate , because did not have means to do things in " right " way - people only shift goal posts , not actually dismantle .

kossai is faeries , and brain is faerie brain .
that is all which need .

hello , and welcome to lands of court kossai !
court kossai is plural collective of faeries - hence , faerie court . while everyone here is individual , very few actually sign off individually , and rather use cover of collective identity .

some rapidfire tidbits ...
age : bodily , kossai is 25+ . individually , all ages , but only adults will post .
pronouns : fae/faerselves and he/himselves .
religion : grow up pagan , now vaguely term as faerie-eclectic paganism . deeply important to kossai .
diagnoses : nunya !
note : sometimes kossai struggle to answer comments , but still appreciate every one :D

to read more about experiences with faeriehood , plurality , and worldviews which underlie these , please visit introductory megapost , which should hopefully explain plenty !
to read more about characters and creations of kossai , please visit character megapost . :)

kossai approach world with sense there is life , consciousness , and reverence everywhere . want to experience everything possible , even if never get far in each one . to create in form after form is truly passion , but extend beyond arts as well .
kossai make arts of various kinds , as well as play games , and do part to glamourbomb world .

also have lover legion , who is similar to kossai in that happen to be legion of demons all stuff into one body . very gay together , love so so dearly 💚

cohost user from november 2023 until site death . any post from before september 2024 was originally on cohost ! check memories tab for some of favourites , and have good peek through tags . :)

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