dancing in the faerie ring

just ... remember snippet from dream , and ... oh . wow ...
this beautiful forest , could see little lights all dance and fly around , hear this symphony of animals ... everything was so dark , and there was this little almost " island " thing - this circular river that only feed self have tiny circular land in middle , big enough to have like , small picnic with 2 people .

what really remember was that somehow , for some reason , end up lay in this grass ... was so wet , as if maybe this island regularly sink down into water , to drown unlucky souls . and also ... did not want to get up ?
really not sure how get there , do not remember ever go and lay down , just was there and feel pure comfort , ready to sleep ... and might have really done , if was alone . but instead could feel pleas of others here to wake up wake up wake up , and so ... did .

almost as if little group of kossai go out to explore other realms while body sleep - since that is best way for eira collectively to have memories of these things - but this one just , well , go wrong .
proof that even faeries not necessarily immune to faerie tricks and traps , even if take more creativity to get results , and that faeries can target each other . did not see anyone else around , but have feeling of something kelpie-like …

just think about dream from last night ... funny little thing , that take trip with someone on bus that magically regress passenger ages to 4 or 5 years old .
remember feel this odd conflict in mind , that some part of selves was so young , yet could not let go of adult mind that try to analyse and understand everything .
there was message in this dream , know there was - but of course slip like sand between fingers .

can remember broad strokes , at least ... that in this world , people - and so , kossai too - grow with need to understand everything . nothing can exist without someone figure out and explain , why , when , how , and so on .
which can be wonderful and important questions to ask , this is how things advance so far , yet sometimes also really get in way . this need to understand how something work , or why something did not work , can bog down mind and spirit when really get into magic and spirituality .

sometimes , need just to have trust and try regardless - but many people forget how . what would be sad setback to kid , can feel like impenetrable barrier to adult - did not work this once , so methods entirely flaw . did not work this once , so no point in try again . did not work this once , so will never work in future .
most young kids have this stubbornness , this need to try again and again . and think … that pay off so much more , than to just assume method is wrong and give up . even where that might really be true , improvement can not come if never try again .