dancing in the faerie ring

think about hypnosis and trance tonight , and remember some dream experiences . different root scenarios and environments , but same idea - somehow seem to enter trance during dream .
not really sure about mechanisms of that ! but sure is fun , because of how dream environments can actually tangibly change . one dream in particular , remember start out with very simple black and white cartoonish hallway . further into these trance feelings , start to see colourful shapes , and lines of hallway distort out of shape . very , very cool .

one feature of life with shower aides , is dreams with shower aides .
for example , one dream see shower aide transform from one of usual ladies into attractive man , and have to try not to make things weird . in another dream , new shower aide come up with brilliant plan : kossai would shower with clothes on , and make attempts to communicate in japanese .

yeah , no , not really represent experience !

dig up from dream journal - even members of kossai try to test and trick each other sometimes .
imagine ... this little shanty town on beach of white sand , bright and sunny and happy . suddenly , whispers on wind ... shop , shop , enter that shop . so do enter that shop , very curious what wares one would find .

selection interest indeed :
packets of mushroom spores , perfect to melt mind away . sweet little treats , to fill with joy . even pet collars , which would fit so snug .
but ah , not really in need of any of that . so then ask , as curious customer , what about yarn selection ? want to learn how to divine from yarn .
shopkeeper scowl . and what see next is simply black , nonsensical arrangements of letters , and then awaken .

was this test ? trick ? maybe even flirt ? well , weaver of this dream will not answer ...

have odd little dream and think maybe worth talk about plural angles on race , and tangentially why radqueer transrace is not great . 
preface that in terms of human society , kossai is white as white can get - most of what say here is repeat of what understand from people of colour , along with lifetime of plural experience . 

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not dream in and of self here , but about dream journal - actual one in computer file system .
see , keep this thing for many years , in many formats over time . this means lose dates for any dreams between 2015 and 2016 , never even have dates for most dreams before then , some dreams attach fronter information but most do not . there was one point in which write all dreams as separate files , then later condense down into single month long files .

... which now in process to undo . really like ability to link between different dreams , even if slightly less convenient to write this way .
this also bring from zim wiki , up into obsidian . zim export kind of weird for obsidian purposes , which means extra cleanup also .

regardless .
idea here is : year , month , day .
if there is more than 1 dream in single day , these will get separate files . even if only one single line per each dream . maybe at some point , will have something else to add - or will want to reference in another file .
notable dreams will also get keyword title . for example :
2024 / 01; january / 04; demon maze

still have original zim files , of course - will not have to stick with this way if truly hate . but need actually do work to figure out , first .

dream about take notes for changeling the dreaming - something which work on these last 2 days in preparation - but then ... suddenly , words all move around and shuffle into ascii art of bill cipher , then see forest scene , then wake up … at 4 am .
hmm . everything is normal here ! 

just vaguely remember dream from several years ago in which wander strange maze and eventually come across air horn rendition of classical beethoven pieces .
which , did find out , actually exist in dark places of youtube .

almost for sure have fun hypnagogia things too honestly , but never really remember - key in remember these things is write down , even in most vague words possible , because this force mind to recall and keep fresh .
but , obviously can not do that when go into sleep . even if was conscious enough to think about write down , would not be conscious enough to actually then do that . so , kossai more likely to lose hypnagogia .

dream about ... this crotchety old man next door . there was only one thing could do ... glamourbomb . so write sweet note from faeries and leave on door .
unfortunately both man and wife see walk through , and get stuck in awkward conversation about health and cures ...