kossai grow up pagan , and did not directly learn anything in depth about christianity of any kind - or more broadly , really any other specific religion . not to say that did not learn certain attitudes , about christian holidays , or generally escape all cultural notions - but never learn much about bible , let alone how people interpret and live by those words , or traditions any more in depth than " fun day where there is no school " .
... and feel like , for where kossai live , this is kind of unique position - one which do not want to so easily give up . in some part , would like to know more , see if this help to understand where certain types of cruel people go wrong , but also ... kind of do not want to , or at least not to start there .
what to do with position like this ? go in depth to learn about another major religion instead , maybe ?